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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
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8:38 pm - summer
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Wow so.... just trying to write essays and study for the GRE and
be a good waitress haa and read... mostly i've just accomplished
the reading part. Its really windy right now and mom doesn't want
to make dinner... strange how happy the word "dinner" makes me!
The same joy that "TOYS!" used to bring lol.
But June is almost over... then where to!?
Myspace is starting to scare me... I don't really want to be all
that connected to my past... or do I ???
I love books. THat is all that I know.
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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4:31 pm - SO!
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So....the year is done!
Lemme see... stuff to remember...
Nice day at Zuma beach... not too hot, cold actually! Dolphins, and good food
at Elephant Bar all disguised as a film shoot! ;D ! We'll see how it all turns out!
Finished and screened Firebird.. my magnum-opus? Mom got teary eyed... and so did I!
But people seem to like it, it makes me happy :)
Then... STAR WARS!! :D Nick dressed up as Darth Vader lol and I was a sorta acceptable
Padme.. .:D I loved it, what can I say?? Imma Star Wars freak... a little kid dressed
as Darth Vader challenged Nick to a lightsaber duel lol and Nick let him win lolol
Not much else goin on...just trying to apply to film fests now and
grad school... planning to apply to grad school that is!!
Aah... but life is good...they're finally promoting me to waitress now at work!
Yippee for money :P But yeah i need to save A LOT for my film next year and for
grad school... YIKES!
I can do it i can do it!
I'm just happy... I think... that with Nick .. i'm gonna be a pretty happy
person.. like... there's this quote.. ."looking out at the world together"
yeah... school was really a whorlwind though! sheeze! it was like... work..
and finish firebird.. and make the other movie.. .and run around.. and god
knows what else i was doing but basically i was busy til the day i moved out!
so now i'm chill... but now i miss nick... but part of me is glad that i miss
him and even gladder that he misses me! and i just look forward to the days
when we'll be reunited! geez that sounds dramatic... i almost cried when we
said bye, but he was just like... "i'll call ya later, babe!"
haa but i'm a girl! Oh well... 3 years down.. one year to go... yikes.
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| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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11:12 pm - just keep swimming
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So... I'm finally getting a shoot together that's actually going to happen!!
And my actress came back! The one from the shoot that didn't happen... but I'm so happy that she's ok!!! ANd I'll be able to make that film next fall :D
So I'm going to shoot this short story that I wrote next weekend and I got actors, and an assistant director, and Nick is gonna be my "boom operator" ha, and its just gonna be a day at the beach! Challenges are just getting permission to film in somebody's cafe and getting off of work, but everything seems to be going right for this film... its not like everything is against me which is how the other project was turning out... Firebird tho... I just hope it'll be finished by May... and I've really got to start thinking about applying to USC and UCLA and everything... hmm... it was funny... cuz my short story is about this couple who are either going to break up or get married.. .but it turns out that it's the end of the world instead so they just run to the ocean :P Girly, I know... gotta counteract crap like Sin SUCKY City! But anyway... somehow that started a discussion around work about what one would do if they knew that the world was going to end in 30 minutes... like 2 guys said, "Have sex!" and this one girl was like.. "i'm depressed enough... I don't want to think about the end of the world!" and this other guy was like, "I'd kill myself." and a few ppl were like... "ummm and then theoretically based on theology, you wouldn't go to heaven, so killing yourself would be lame" and then there's always that chance that somehow you would survive... i was kind of like... "it depends on where you are!!" and who you're with! But yeah. Fun times. It's weird how much happier I am when things are going my way and I'm about to make a movie... It's like a completely different me... yay tho... i can't wait to graduate... "wouldn't it be nice if we were older... and we didn't have to wait so long... and wouldn't it be nice to live together .. .in the kind of world where we belong..."
current mood: content
current music: Walking Dead by ZtripDJ featuring Chester Bennington!
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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1:39 pm - :)
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Yay for break!
Talking to mom about life a lot...
and long talks with Nick, too...
writing in peace :P
i find that i really like this "Collide" song by
Howie Day~
"Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide"
i dont know if it means anything to you~
but it means something to me!!
current mood:  artistic
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| Friday, March 18th, 2005
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12:27 pm - mmmyeah
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soo... i had the weirdest week ever trying to get my new film
off the ground... i'm actually filming on film this time, too...
If you've seen Lost in La Mancha... that was TOTALLY me this week.
First me and mom went to buy film on Monday.. .but no one had told
me what film to buy. So we did our best.. but then they told me it
was the wrong film.. .and mom got a ticket cuz she was rushing trying
to get me back in time for work! Then i looked up the weather..
and realized that it was going to rain on Saturday! Which is a big no-no
for film... umm and then my actress called me crying and told me that
she's flying home cuz she's sick but she'll be back after Spring Break...
eh!!?? You shoulda seen me. I was a mess! And then i got sick... so i've
been *trying* to rest.. .but its sort of nearly impossible sometimes.
So.... oh i liked Constantine. Fun times. I need to have FUN! ARGGGAMUFFIN!
Make Nick take me to the beach for our year and a half anniversary!
It sucks... his mom laughed cuz we're celebrating it... but we never go
out, dude!! Just movies once or twice a month! SHeez! and like.. fast
food dates! (Brooke... whats your secret!?? ;) )
ANyhoo... i'm off to get a burrito from Chuy's. Mmmm Chuuuy's. And groceries. Harumph. Daaang! I miss high school for some reason. WEIRD!
Who wants high school!??? Maybe i just miss having friends and having
a reason to look nice when i get up in the morning and having a goal or
whateva... seriously tho.. my diet consists of macaroni n cheese and lucky charms and whatever i can scrounge from macaroni grill and fast food.
yikes.
byes!
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| Friday, February 4th, 2005
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4:33 pm
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Paradise was just laying in a hammock in the sunshine with an Ipod and my boyfriend. . .
So i guess if i was on a deserted island.. those are the three things that i'd want to take with me..... besides a library and a camera. ;)
I think i'm gonna wait for the poppies to bloom to make my film... I need an actor, too...
Harumph. Love. Macaroni and Cheese. I miss Amy. UCSB.
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| Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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3:28 pm
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good day, Sunshine!!
I wish i was swimming with my sweetie right now...
it's a nice day...
i've been editing my butt off and sometimes my film scares me because
at this point i'm just putting the puzzle pieces together... the film already
exists... it's just not DONE!
I'm doing so much better this year though... to be finishing a project this early
in the semester feels good... and i have plans to do 2 more! whoo hoo! :D
and my job ISN'T kicking my ass which is good... and i'm actually somehow
*saving* money instead of overdrawing my bank account!! :D !
Yay me. I make my bed now, too... AND i read a book the other night!
It's been a while since I did that... it pissed me off tho... cuz it was a cliffhanger
book... and the next two i guess totally criticize organized religion specifically
Christianity... and its kind of disguised as a kid/fantasy trilogy... but yeah. So
that sucks. Ummmmm i still have Hillary's Christmas present tho. Sucks.
Oh well... I'm hungry. Man... my journals are boring!!!
Se la vie... i could be morbid and mention how i've been thinking about death
a lot lately... it just keeps coming up for some reason... and it freaks me out...
i dont know... something about getting older i guess... cuz you keep getting
closer and closer to the end of your lifespan... I guess 60-70 years is a while
... but really it doesn't seem like very long at all...
and on that note i'll be off to do homework haha. it makes me want to savor
every moment with the people that i love...but i think some people would rather
have done great things in their lives than loved greatly... i'm not sure...
*scratches head*... and then i just want to fall asleep and not think...
whatever!!!
current mood:  contemplative
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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9:40 pm
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it was funny... today... this kid burst through the doors
of the macaroni grill and rolled on his side with his
high-tops flashing!!
Jared, the bartender/comedian/server was like, "secret...Agent Man!"
and the kid like... beamed!
it was funny...
I had a snoozy new years.. .but Happy New Year Anyhoo!! :D
it was kinda fun :P calarts is *asleep* tho!!!
me and april and gina just watched tv and april was knitting
and drinking lol and gina brough me some custard filled bread
that looked like a sweet hamburger bun??? good tho... i ate it
again for breakfast!!! :D and... nick and i kissed on the telephone
as the new year came about... but he was watching the same channel
that we were... and he was like... "yeah.. yeah.. its already the new
year here!" cuz in SD i guess it was like.. 4 minutes earlier or
something :P but yeah...
i really liked the phantom of the opera...
i found the ole tape (just act II :( of the original cast recording...
so i've been listening to it as i drive around town hehe
its awesome!!! :D :D :D
... winter break is going by too slowly...
i miss kissing nick!
it snowed at my house... i wish he could've been there just to
see it... it was cool... cuz i woke up and there it all was!!
started melting pretty early in the day tho...
i dunno... life carries on....
current mood:  awake
current music: phantom of the opera
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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2:35 pm - homie
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i'm finally home!! Well... i know that, like, the first to last entry i posted
was around Thanksgiving and i was at home.. but its been like a month since
then... I really get tired of the dorms sometimes... just not very homey no
matter what i do...
i'm SO happy right now though... cuz its Christmas!!! :D
and my mom is making freaking meatballs and lasagna!!!! :D :D :D and last night
for christmas eve we had lobster/pasta/salad/apple pie ;P yum! need we say yum??
And i gave my dad the spiderman 2 giftset dvd and he put it on like right away
and i got this COOOL beatles book for my mom and this elizabeth taylor perfume...
it was so weird tho... cuz i smelled it when i bought it .. .and i was like..
"this smells like mom" and when i gave it to her she said that she had it like
YEARS ago... like when i was a toddler or something... and i remembered the smell!!
krazy.. .and my sis got some odd purple fairy stuff ... this "faerie cougra" haha
but she likes it... she has a wall that she's filling up with "funny found things"..
like letters and lists and drawings and signs that she's found... its cool...
my mom bought more hermit crabs tho haha very strange creatures...
and i'm starting to get really excited about this script that nick is thinking
of handing over to me to make a film out of...: D and i just
talked to nick a little while ago and it just made me so happy i scared my sister
tee hee :D
aaaannnndd....i think we're
gonna go see Phantom of the Opera tonight!!! which is kinda sad because those
poor people that work at the theatre have to work on Christmas Day.. :( i had
to do that last year.. i really feel for them!!! it sucks ass!!! so i dunno...
it was weird tho... last night we all went to church together... and growing
up.. we would go as a family EVERY sunday and sing in the choir and it really
meant a lot to me?? but last night i found myself being kind of critical and
wanting to go home!! but i mean.. .my mom hasn't been going to church that
much either lately... but they didn't do *anything* for Christmas... no
pointsettias... no candles... no pretty music!! my mom was making funny
faces at the choir haha but it was kind of sad... she grew up with masses
in Latin and like... i dunno... something more spiritual?? i think we've kind
of outgrown that church... it was just odd... and its in like.. .a circle
around the altar so you feel like everyone is looking at you!! very weird...
actually that makes me pretty darn sad.. .but i wont give up!!! i'll find
someplace to go to church where they do it right!!! i mean.. they're only
human... why do i expect so much??
Anyhoo...I went to San Diego last weekend, too...so i got to be with Nick...
i was moody tho!!!and i have no idea why!! I think it comes from expecting things...
like we went to see the sun set over the ocean.. but when we got there it was just
cloudy and cold!!! but i think... thats why Christmas is this time of year...
so we can cuddle up by the tree and the fire and watch Elf. :D
i LOVE visiting up there, i really do. Nick's family is sooo sweet.. i saw my erika, too!!! :D that was cool.. she's lookin' good! ;) i miss her tho... just talking to her
and stuff... but we went to see CLoser together and both liked it! It was a good movie..all about lies and cheating and breakups.. but it was executed pretty nicely.. natalie portman was odd to see like that tho... the little girl in me misses Queen Amidala! i mean.. in the end...everyone in it was evil!! but understandably evil... selfish as most human beings are... and confused about what
this whole love thing is really about! I'm not sure if the movie puts down cheating,
or puts down monogamy... or if its saying that, in a way, everyone lies, and you just
have to deal w/ it and move on... cuz how many people think they're in love how many
times in their life??? I don't know much about it... because i've only really loved
nick my whole life... i mean i've loved.. .but most of the time it wasn't quite
returned... so just one relationship... no breakups... pretty nice :P but he's had
breakups and stuff... i dunno...like i said.. .confusing? but everyone wonders
about truthfulness and cheating and things like that...DARG! the movie was
interesting and dramatic. there. Whew!
this is a MONSTER Christmas post!!!
but yeah... i'm just really happy when i get a good home-cooked meal and have
the time to see my family or talk on the phone w/ loved ones :P and watch
good movies.. .that, too...
and hopefully i'll be editing my movie soon ... yay!
current mood: cheerful
current music: Only One- Yellowcard
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| Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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1:21 am - yummy?
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I'm hungry!!!
I'm into Caramel right now.. and vanilla, as usual... maybe
its just because i got this body butter sample that makes me
want to eat myself...
I have leftovers from work though.. yay!
Work sucks though... they're not giving me enuff time off!!!
What else???
I'm really mad because i seem to have contracted herpes.
HAHA. sucks ass. Just a damned cold sore, but still.
I guess once you get one, they just keep coming back???
And i guess i got it from my roommate??? don't quite see
how tho... i'm pretty freaking crazy about germs...
SIGH... although i was quite stressed this week.. just because
there were SOOO many things I couldn't finish...
kind of crappy end of the semester.... i just did what i could....
Harumph. Is there always something wrong with me???
It's confusing... if it's not a knee a scraped all to hell, it's a cold sore,
and if not that, a backache, or a headache, or my stomach feels "weird."
Isn't that called... a hypochondriac????
So maybe i just have hypochondriacphantitis.
That sounds delicious.
I seriously think I need some caramel cake or something.
God, that sounds SO good.
Oh, and... I love Nick. I love Nick a lot.
It's so crazy... we miss each other... because we won't see each other for
one day!!! And we've been together for so long... and we still feel that way
when Christmas Break rolls around...
awww and he did the cutest thing... a bunch of animators hid in their
cubes for 48 hours and took part in making films with themes of "snow,"
and at the end of his he put like... well... props? to people that helped him
... like.. "Sanity Support: Joe..." and then he put, "Love Support: Margo"!!!
And everyone was like, "Awwwww!" cuz it was the sweetest thing
ever... it made me feel all tingly!! I dunno... it means so much to me
because I always used to think that I was taking him away from the things
that he loves most... and it made me feel more like I belong there with all
those animators somehow... I'm the Love Support, dammit!!
But yeah... I can't wait to go to his family's Christmas party, yaaay!
I miss my fam, too... :( Gotta call my mom back... I feel like I haven't talked
to her in a while...
This caramel craving is killing me... I don't think I can get it out of the
vending machine unless there's a whatchamacallit or caramello or rollos
in there!!!! DARG ARRRG!!!!!
current music: Cirque du Soleil Varekai!!
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| Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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7:16 pm - lalalala!
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so... happy thanksgiving!!
i miss nick. :P i always miss nick.
i miss hill and erika, too....
i watched harry potter 3 ... and amelie...
and i'm in this world of flame and desire.
swimming through it trying to find answers
about how it's all going to turn out.
blue and swirly?
Purple stars.
i see your eyes
they burn through my soul.
i'm waiting to hear your voice
been working on firebird!
i dunno how i'm going to do it all...
i haveta do another film by the 19th...
and shoot ALL of firebird on Dec 5th... SCARY!!!
and mom gave me money to finish my films...
but i 'm afraid its going to burn a hole in my pocket
but home is good... i'm content and comfy and cozy and well-fed ;)
we live in a pretty isolated area... cut off from fast food and shopping centers and such...
but everything that we need is here, really...
its just a nice place to take a break...
but its hard to work on firebird when the fam is watching SPinal Tap on tv
*SIGH*!
i blow you a kiss
MWA*!
current mood:  curious
current music: Garden State Sndtrk
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| Friday, November 12th, 2004
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1:33 pm - !
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Well... life generally sucks.. but i think i'm coming
to terms with it.
USC is a bunch of jerks. First, they rejected me when i
applied to their damned school... THEN i didn't hear
anything from them after i put my film in for a film
festival there. a NONCOMPETITIVE FESTIVAL!
They emailed me AFTER the DEADLINE saying,
"We need more from calarts! So tell your friends to submit!"
so i was like.. sure! my film is already in!
My BOYFRIEND'S animated film got in... cuz he got a letter
in the mail. but i didn't.
So i emailed the head dude and he told me !!WHOA!
Your film was accepted!
Then after i emailed a thankyou and was like "I'm
so excited im' bringing my family"
he emailed me back saying, "oh, just kidding. we
talked about it but you still suck and we wont be showing
your film."
so that REALLY sucked/sucks. Pompous unethical bastards.
fuck them!!!
i hate their school and my school.
But NIck was so sweet about it. Nothing like soft salty hugs
and kisses. I don't know what I would do without him.
anyway... i woke up this morning... and my fucking viral
conjunctivitis in my eye came BACK!@!!!! what the fuck!?!
what else... on a GOOD note! Hillary finally gave me dates!!
So i think firebird might actually be done after christmas
break... WHOO HOO! T-God FINALLY!!! Geez-Louise.
Everyone wants to go home. We're all listless.
OMG THO!!!! I lost my most favorite cd in the entire world.
My Red Planet Soundtrack. You have no idea how much i love
this freaking soundtrack. It depresses me SO much.
I dont want to buy a new one... who the hell is gonna carry that
kind of shit, anyway???
SIGH.
CRY.
WHY.
DIE.
Whatever. Now i have to convince someone to go in the pool
practically naked when its all freezing outside for my freakin
film!!! AGH!?! when will it end?!??
current mood:  listless
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| Saturday, November 6th, 2004
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2:47 pm - dash it all
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I'm not that mad or angry or anything.
It's all because of the Turkey Dinner.
But Christmas is a-comin, and the geese are gettin fat!
Nick and I went to Walmart today. . . the Christmas stuff cheered me up...
and me n Nick went and looked at DVD's and games and stuff...
OH! and i had my Macaroni Grill orientation! whoohoo!
The manager is awesome... and i wont have to work on
thanksgiving OR christmas day, cuz the place is CLOSED !!!
WHOO HOO!
I'm happier. Much better. Freak out last night only
lasted til NIck came in and kissed me.
And then the world was a better place.
I don't know why I freaked... I guess I just felt a little
hurt. Happens sometimes. BLECH.
Gotta go get mi paycheck. ;D Yay :P
Love,
Margo
current mood:  anxious
current music: Incredibles SNdtrck?? !?!
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1:55 am - Fuck Busy
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why the fuck
don't you call me anymore
you just show up
and expect me to be here
why are you too busy
to be my friend anymore
i need you
but you're not here
Why are you too busy
to kiss me goodnight
you'll never share a picnic
or come away with me anywhere
i must not be worth your time
but you still try to keep me
whats the deal?
why did i go home today
and enjoy myself completely
ate like a queen with my poor family
and return to you
angrily
because there
were no welcoming arms
i guess you didn't miss me
other things are more important
and you're slowly killing me
it was you all along
and you mean so damned much to me
Fuck Busy
current mood:  pissed off
current music: i was enjoying music today, but whats the point
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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11:57 am - arg
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So... I finally quit Hollywood Video. It's about time!!! I'm glad I did... I'm just... scared shitless about trying to find another job... cuz like... Hollywood Video was my first-ever job... and I was really fuckin lucky, cuz they were the first place I applied to, and I got hired right away! Guess they needed somebody... I mean... I'm sorta lookin forward to the aventure i guess.. and the possibility of making more money... but it sucks!! And I'm scared!!
I dunno.... :P mmmblah. My classes are going alright though...
Yesterday I woke up around 11 and it was such a nice, beautiful day! And I watched a bad movie in class, but we all laughed about it afterwards... and NIck and I had a pillow fight? well... he was swatting me with a wet towel... anyhoo.. Oh haha Tuan put on my blue wig i was gonna wear for halloween and yelled out the window, "hey Babee! Five dolla!!! Cheap ass." HAHA. Umm
and last week i had to do this collaborative project... so this girl and I went to the mall and filmed on the carousel... we got kicked out tho hehe but we'd already shot most of our project ;) Then she made me film myself singing, which i wasn't very partial to, cuz i hate filming myself... i have no control over what i'm gonna get... and i usually look pretty silly cuz i'm totally concentrating on the camera as a camera...
manager from work just called... and she's not too mad that i quit!!!
WOW! it makes me happy for some reason... :P
she was like " you need to do what margo needs to do"
??!! i can't believe it.
Just hope somebody needs me.
current mood: contemplative
current music: Chimney Sweep song de Mary Poppins thanks to Nick
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| Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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2:17 pm - yeah, so...
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*SIGH*
I wish i was a wittle egg...
a sitting in a twee.
I wish i was a wittle egg...
as wotten as can be!
And if someone that I dislike..
should pass beneath my twee...
I'd take my wittle wotten self!
And dwop myself on he!
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| Monday, October 25th, 2004
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7:33 pm - encino man haircut
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I.... had SUCH a crappy day yesterday!!!
It got even worse than my post suggested!
Yes... when you really delve deeply into my life, you will find that I'm not
as happy as I am when I'm around you, whoever you are, because chances are, simply talking to you makes me forget my worries and put a smile on my face... and when you smile... you become happy...
but what happened is this:
The bank screwed me over. And I found it out when I went to my mailbox hoping for a happy surprise. HAHA! Sucks to be me!!!!
DON'T EVER LET YOURSELF GET OVERDRAFT CHARGES!!!
BECAUSE IT WILL COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU!!
Like a gilted lover.
A drama prom queen hit by a truck. Regardless of whether she deserved it or not. That's me.
They put my $300 check on hold for EIGHT days!!! When I had $1.22 in the bank. I'm so fucking poor, and now they're going to charge me extra forever and ever and ever until I never over-draw again. And I can't just close the account cuz I signed a contract for my cell phone yadda yadda yadda !!
But NIck made me feel better.
And my mom.
And Kalia.
And Taco Bell, brought to me by Saint Nicholas himself. :D
I LOVE NICK!!!!
I HATE BANK!!!!
Okay, I'll be back when i'm ... happier??
:P Snoozles!!!!!!
current mood: pissed off
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| Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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2:56 pm - have I ever?
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I can't shop online. ISn't that against everything that our society would
like for us to be doing right this instant??
I want to shop online, and I can't. Ha ha.
I want to make films, but I can't.
Because stupid best friends who act like they've been your best friend
since grade school are too busy to return your phone calls. Ha ha.
All my teachers hate my work. Or ... they like it... but don't like me. Ha ha.
And Nick is busy.
and... I just want to get shit done on days when i'm able to do it!!!
it just makes me want to give up. when i can't win.
but i'll keep on trying...
current mood:  uncomfortable
current music: NONE!
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| Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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4:37 pm - yo!
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hurrah!
back at skewl
my birthday was awesome :)
just had hill, erika and derek, and nick go w/ me to eat at moonshadows, and it was *awesome*! really pretty and nice :D
i just had 2 sips of a "sex on the beach" and a margarita and almost a whole "buttery nipple" lol but we didn't get to chill on the beach :( cuz it was laate
and we saw the girl next door and crashed at hillary's, but the movie sucked!!! ummm oh and i forgot the marshmallows... so now i have all these marshmallows to eat and like... not much other food in my dorm lol
my classes this year are cool... and things with nick are awesome :)
they're way too much better than i ever thought they could be, actually...
work is ok, but i'm getting a little tired of it... i'm thinking of trying waitressing??! am i crazy?? probably crazier to stay at the little video store... but i dunno... :P
just moving along with my life...
dood... i have to take the GRE!
i have to go to USC!
i have to make another moovie!
i'm so happy right this instant cuz nick just hugged me and kalia came home with the nifty "how to draw atlantis" book and these marvel magnets :P
that is all!
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| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
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2:48 am - i'm a weirdo! but no more default!! :D YAY!
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I was really happy today!
I called Nick and was like, "GUESS WHAT?! I love yOU!!!!"
and he was like..."can i call you back?" cuz he was sad... and then *I* was sad...
but then... he got out of jury duty so he was happy...and then we lived happily ever after!!!
Things i need to do in life in order to be happy:
1. sing and dance to disney sing along songs at work
2. exercise and do pirouhettes
3.read books that let me exist in some other place/space (like harry potter though
i feel as though i could take on some bigger people's books... should i borrow something of HIllary's ?! or is she still reading about physics and politics and history?) yeah i need to read more
4. be in LOVE ! :D
5. ... Make pretty movies
6. clean up and vacuum and stuff
i made a "Clean/Dirty" sign for my family's dishwasher.. and they're using it!! EEee!
i *CAN* make a difference!!
i'm not sure if thats everything.. .but its what i'm doing now, so i think thats why i'm happy... i had chocolate at work, too... i never realized how much i crave chocolate til nick noticed... i thought i was average/normal... i guess i am for a female, aay?
we're going to moonshadows on saturday! yay! and we're gonna throw marshmallows at each other along the beach and dress up for my birthday. :D
and that is all...
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